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- I Love You Goodbye my Baby Monster
- My Childhood Days
- When I Met You
- Stay With Me Forever
- I Have So Much Faith In You
- My Baby Monster
- Letting Go and Moving On
I Love You Goodbye my Baby Monster
October 4th, 2008 by blakeharper1
When we first found love and comfort in each other arms, I thought we would stay that way forever, that we would grow old loving each other and keeping each other company.
I was so idealistic. I thought nothing and no one can break us apart, that our love for each other was strong enough to stand the test of time and to hurdle all the obstacles that may come our way. I had this illusion that I was the perfect lover: loving, thoughtful, faithful, patient, understanding, and all good adjectives you can find in the dictionary.
And yet, even without putting my love for you to the test, it gave out on its own. This is so hard for me to say since I know that no matter how careful I am, whatever I have to say will hurt you. Maybe you wouldn’t understand my reasoning and at this point you probably wouldn’t accept any reason I will give for being such a stupid.
As the saying goes, time heals all the wounds. So if at first it hurts too much to let go, I’m pretty confident that I’ll get over it in time and so will you.
Well, this is life, right? We can’t expect it to go on as planned. Of course, there has to be some surprises and changes along the way. And I think in the long run, these changes will be more beneficial to us than anything else.
All these months we have been through, I have loved you so much and all I ever wanted is the best for you. To grow up as a better person, and be like a person your Mom and Dad could be proud of. My actions has been misinterpreted but believe me there’s nothing more important to me than seeing you becoming a better person more than anyone else.
I wanna thank you for everything you’ve done for me, for all the love and affection you’ve showered me with. I blame myself for the breakdown of our relationship. No matter what I said to you during our heated arguments, I realize now that the root of our problem is the fact we have different principles. And neither of us is willing to give them up for the sake of the relationship. Then I guess no better solution to the problem except to call it off. I’m sorry I could not accept your friendship coz I know it would only hurt us even more to see and talk with each other once again.
So this is farewell…for good…letting go is the hardest thing for me to do but I need to say this… Goodbye my Baby Monster, good luck in all your endeavors.
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My Childhood Days
September 23rd, 2008 by blakeharper1
When I was a child, every dream seems realizable. I got huge imagination which permits me to imagine a lot of enjoyable situations. I can imagine to be a Biologist or a Doctor.
When I was five or six years old, I believed in Santa Claus and there are no words to describe how happy I was every Christmas. I always got some kind of toy I could not let go and held in my hands all the time.
My childhood memories are my golden days of my life because if not for such I wouldn’t become a better person as I am now.
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When I Met You
August 31st, 2008 by blakeharper1
How can I sufficiently describe to you just how much you mean to me?
I love you like I’ve never loved anybody in this world.A look from you thrills
me, the touch of your hand calms me, your kiss reassures me, your voice moves
me, and your embrace makes me feel safe.
I want you to know that your love,is the one thing that keeps me going. In my
hours of darkness,your love is like a flaming torch, showing me the way, keeping
me from stumbling down. I know it’s not easy loving somebody like me, with
all my imperfections. Even though you’re trying so hard to keep it from me, I’m
aware that a lot of people are dissuading you from falling in love with me.Love
must really be blind. If not. you wouldn’t even spare me a glance.
However, when I met you,I’ve found a reason to make something of myself.Because
of you, I’ve learned how to value myself, other people, and life. So I want to
say “thank you” for making me realize that there’s still a bright future ahead
of me, in spite of everything that has happened in the past. Thank you for
seeing something good in me, for believing in me, for loving me, and most of all,
for agreeing to build a future with me.
I’m always thinking of you, dreaming about you, talking about you, wishing I
could be with you every minute of the day. You’re all I’ll ever love, need, want,
and wish for. Together we’ll draw strength from each other’s love and hope that
will be enough to tide us forever.
To you, who touches my heart in your most special ways, this is dedicated.
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Stay With Me Forever
August 27th, 2008 by blakeharper1
I am willing to face all the odds that God may wish to give me and
possibly win them all. I can bravely accept defeat and still be happy.
I’m prepared to lose everything that I’ve worked so hard for and not
feel even a twinge of regret. I can be the poorest and the least
popular person in the world and, in spite of that, feel lucky. Yes, I
can be all these. Provided that you’ll be beside me through it all, to
give me love, support and understanding.
Baby, if you have any idea how important you are in my life, you
might even get frightened. So much in my life depends on you. You might
think that I’m independent, self reliant, and indistructible, but
actually, I rely on you so much for strength, for direction, for
happiness, for fulfillment, for determination, and for my reason for
living.
When before I was surviving on my own, going through the motions of
life, now I’m living my life to the fullest. It’s really amazing how a
person like you can make a difference in someone else life.
Maybe I don’t always let you see how our togetherness affects me,
but it doesn’t mean I like it less. If you knew the pain it cost me to
let you go at the end of a wonderful day, or if you heard me fervently
praying to God to let nothing and no one break us apart now or ever,
then you wouldn’t think now that my love for you is waning.
Please stay in my life forever my Baby Monster. Happy Happy 2nd Monthsary!
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I Have So Much Faith In You
August 27th, 2008 by blakeharper1
Eversince I met you, I discovered that life’s concerns aren’t that heavy…..
because you’re there to share my burden. I found out that dreams can turn into realities…..
because you’re there to believe in me and my ability to realize those dreams. I found out that failure isn’t so bad…..
because you’re always there to ease my fall. I felt a certain kind of happiness which I have never felt before…..
because you’re there to love me and no one ever loved me like you do…..
I have so much faith in you. Because I love you Baby.
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My Baby Monster
August 17th, 2008 by blakeharper1
Once upon a time, something happened to me, it was the sweetest thing that could ever be. A fantasy, a dream come true, it was the day when I first met you. Together, we share a love that is exciting, with endless imaginative ways of loving, sharing, giving and just being together.
I cherish each moment with you. I live the next space in time when I can feel the warmth of your embrace and find my safe place in your arms.
Baby, I want you to know that your presence in my life brings wonderful smiles and loving thoughts within my heart, and I don’t regret the things I have done or the things I have chosen not to do because whatever I’ve done, I must have done something right because I ended up with you.
Darn, I love you so much my Baby Monster.
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Letting Go and Moving On
August 14th, 2008 by blakeharper1
Love is like a puzzle, when you’re in love, all the pieces fit but when your heart gets broken, it takes a while to get everything back together.
It has been 10 years since the last time I saw this person. I have actually been searching using her name in different web sites just to know how this person doing now after long years of not seeing each other.
Fortunately, my eagerness pays off as I finally found this person personal page. I was so amazed to see that the person I was once loved has grown up to be a matured, successful and better person, not to mention that I spent the whole afternoon with her personal page reading what she has been through for the past years.
I must admit, I once loved this person and we haven’t got the chance to end things out between the two of us just the way it should be.
I miss this person so much but I really have to let go coz even if she doesn’t like me tomorrow , I knew that she loved me yesterday and all the things that was left behind are the memories of having her as someone worth remembering.
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